an update. word vomit.


body clock’s on reverse,
eating unhealthy,
waking up
with a terrible headache
& nausea.

16hrs spent
in front of a laptop screen,
passing time, working, eating,
watching, living,
basically living inside it.


illustrating nonstop 
to fill up the gaps,
allergies acting up,
filling up my nostrils,
can’t breathe properly,
it’s harder to breathe
nowadays.

clock’s on reverse,
headac—nausea,
fastfood,fast,
everything’s fast.

body clock’s on reverse,
night is morning,
morning is night.

it’s harder to breathe.

another worries, what's new.

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