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... flooded with unfinished sentences, 
walking in circles,
tying and untying knots
in  my head, in my head,
inside my head,
an irreversible wheel,
blood flows, unresting nerves,
working its way out, adrenaline,
flushed face, 
red eyed, spinning,
revealing thought after thought,
walking into conclusion,
inspired and tired, 
listening from a far 
but closely,
shared laughter 
and dreams,
drink after drink,
an artwork sold,
flushed, slightly drunk,
but thankful . 
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