it's okay, i understand, truly.

Sometimes I wonder if I had hurt someone unintentionally, especially in large crowds or gatherings.

I tend to hyper-focus in detail on whom I talk to, or what direction I’ll walk. Everything’s blurry except for that specific task or moment I committed myself to.

I’ve had problems recalling if I knew that person and how to react afterward.

When I go out, I'm often in overdrive whenever the scheduled task I have in my head doesn’t go how I planned it to be.

I get severe migraines and body aches after socializing, even if I knew the person I’m meeting and even though I’m comfortable hanging out with them.

Sometimes I feel like my body has a mind of its own, and it gives up on me, maybe it’s my fault. 

I’m so sorry if I didn’t notice you. If I wasn’t able to say hi or hello like a decent human being or a friend, 

please know that I’m really grateful for all the effort and support you've given me before and I still am grateful even if you decided to cut me off in your life, and that’s okay! 

Do whatever makes you feel at peace and comfortable. Take care always…