47 days late


gaining weight,
itchy skin,
hidden blemishes 
that hurts,
tiny bruises from
scratching,
50kg to 57 kg
that’s not much
for some,
this
hormonal imbalance,
makes me
unstable 
&
unproductive.

i have 
0 balance.


another worries, what's new.

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