Tamed


It never occured to me that
the (still) tamed
body modification that I did 
is a simple way of proving
myself that I can take pain.











— I’ve always question the act of getting it, 
     what am I gaining? 

I still  don’t have the answer. 

It contributes a small portion on embellishments, 
appearing unique, not quite standing out 
but still different.

I’m looking at it now, the tattoos,
the 2 added piercings I got on both of my ears, 
I always utter the words:  “I’ll stop here”
but I never stop.






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