02.10.22

I invalidate myself too much after releasing an unbearable amount of emotions, it breaks my body into pieces.

I unconsciously detach myself from what I'm feeling < seeping through the cracks > until I gaslight my own feelings as being

unnecessarily dramatic.

< am I faking it?

< is this really how I should feel?

<im so fucking sensitive

<grow up. 

Like an on-repeat punishment for feeling "too much".